Oh what a lovely day
I didnt have any caffeine at ALL in the morning, after mom left I went to the balcony and had a smoke to Maggie Rogers and the view of Trees and Sky. It was really good. Promised myself SOMETHING. Became more positive about my potential jobbe. I felt at peace, at home, safe, like in all those balcony dreams <3 ,it was My Place Didnt drink no caffeine at all. Cicory. Sweets. I was sleeping a whole lot today. Most of the day and evening and woke up at 3am. Its easier now but i still feel caffeine dependent. Only one rage explosion. I don't know EXACTLY what helped but probably all of these things. Also today was Easter!!! i feel truly Blessed