An Emotional Journey

A boy is in front of me. Familiar to me. I pick him up like K. I expect it to be harder, for him to be heavier. But he is really light. And he isnt surprised but really glad i did it. [This isnt exactly me but its not an enemy? not anymore (even tho later on he turns into abuser. and then - K). Mom is the real problem now in a dream. in the end where she suspects me and K to have sex, what with all the sex toys? somewhere in the long house on the side of the mountain.or hill. but i hide black dildo she or he or i used up my butt. its still wet with juices. i hide it beneath a normal thing, a sink but dry.] And since he is SO easy to carry I decide i can, i will carry him for a long stretch of the road. its a house actually (which means My Brain!!). I carry him with ease but i bump him into door frames, into columns, and each time i feel bad and each time i say SORRY im sorry! didnt mean to! And each time i think he makes me know its ok. and he isnt upset about it and he isnt hurt badly...

 tooth, with a black root(legs?), first one part, superficial, plastic wrappy, broke off, that's fine... but then i mess around a little bit more w it and i suddenly, and with strange relief, feel the whole tooth(upper part, above the belt), coming off. i feel relief even if i know that the.. root of the(problem) is still there. (this is about yesterday's fight with your mom. refer to #personalle on your blog. it's a good thing question mark) you thinking about going to the kitchen, to your mom, to show her the tooth(lack thereof), also u could've shown her the tooth itself but u threw it away? why. anyway u want to, it will probably help u get the help u need(dental help), make her convinced. u will have to open your mouth to her, but it will really help, at least emotionally (for you) to ask for the dental help money climbing the rock wall, finding a triceratops skeleton, a small guy, i tell my ppl look! turns out they were not big at all! i feel affectionate about th...