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Pig Dog and jeaned abuser and Trees

me and my abuser sit down on a couch, we are wearing the same jean costume. i tell him something along the lines of "even tho u are not as bad as ****** it's still ********". he is more wholesome now. he is no longer a threat, at least not to the former extend. this is something about k's dad and k's abuser. we are wearing her dad's jean suits. i am bringing back the pig. ok so the pig is hungry. i desire to feed him or her. it's a cold day, gloomy. i realize i can. i pour the food into the troath(or whatever u can the long feeding thing). i worry that he will eat the hairs, the sand particles and stuff. he is eating and I'm still worrying.  he is almost done with it and i desire to refill it, but he is still eating. i notice it's almost no food, just water. he is still eating drinking it regardless. (there was this water with food there before. i didn't add any. i did nothing)(but maybe that's enough). i don't give more food as i exit ...

I love you too

 Yesterday was a hang w Y., today was a fight with mom. She is insufferable. As i was sleeping she was, in her Very Sure voice, telling me that theres SOMETHING to it, it CANNOT be just friends. remember how she was with Alena's just friends? Arent you tired.  You cursed her out and you arent talking rn. Good for you. Stand your emotional and mental ground. You got this. I love you.