It is the Way It's Always Been

 Ive always been afraid of having a job. Remember v. and how he was insisting on getting me a part time job WITH HIM at the insurance company? You felt The Very Same Way.
We cant push us like this this isnt working. AGAIN not working. And we need to be upfront about that with the employment centre. Oversharing now is a good thing.

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