YESTERDAY!
IVE INVITED A GIRL!
ON A DATE!!
AND BEFORE THAT WE ALMOST SEXTED WITH PAZ

its bc of her i was able to invite Anya on a date!!! and i said DATE to her! and she was on board!

And she responded IMMEDIATELY after ive sent her an invite. She really likes me???


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