this was badgood

 so it just happened. k and i just vibed, talked about my date and her bdsm, then she hugged me. she hugged me a lot this day.

then she made me change, and for no good reason too, so i figured, here we go, I'll let her this time.

she put me in her in the living room, it happened before we kissed, much before.

on her bed and her husband's. 

it was less.. tender. less gentle. less sensual. than i hoped. we fucked on the floor in the unlit shed. the condom didn't fit and she told me to just pull out. and when i did she kinda insisted i came in her.

i tried to lick her pussy but she promptly discouraged me, gently.

i sucked her right boob, i pinched her left (she asked). she sucked me for a few minutes and i didn't cum. i didn't even like it that much. self suck feels better.

or maybe it's her. she isn't gentle and she is broken. i love her. she is so very broken. 

i fucked her on the floor in several strides, two different positions(her choices) then when i told her I'll cum soon she suggested i do it on her back. like in that dream. but with no penetration. ive masturbated and quickly came on her back and she was surprised (?) by how much there was. and that i came twice. then i licked her back, ass cheeks, she liked it. then she sat on my lap, my hands covered in my cum, she was holding, caressing my hands. it was so simple, so.. emotionally uneventful.

i don't think i like her that way. not as much as i hoped. and when she's drunk she is r*pey.

we've lost the condom and the package. her shoes. she took a flashlight from the house.

then we talked about difficult stuff, she got drunk, her frenching was horrid, slimey, bad. i felt disgust and..a bit of regret?

then she told me about hallucinations. 

then she came down to cuddle, then back up. now she is snoring